It's been 4 months since we both have a conversation. Kumusta ka na?? I know na madami ka ding pinagdaanan this past few months and I'm sorry sa pagiging wala sa mga time na yun na dapat nandoon sana ako para tulungan ka at suportahan.
Sa mga time na wala ako, napakadami kong kinalaban, academics, organizations, gawaing bahay, at yung tungkol din satin. Sa gitna nga nun, napapaisip pa rin ako sa sinabi ko na "if you feel your efforts are being wasted, it's the other way around" which is mas gets ko pa, at naipag connect ko siya nong sa chinat mo last June 18, 2025. What I'm still confused ay yung chinat mo that time, "Baka kung pwede na, pwede pa", there are other meaning na naipag tratranslate, is it connected to the whole message? Anyways, i know that nagsabi ka din doon na let's focus on our study attt naisip ko din yung sinabi nun ni Marlo, kung sino ba nga ba ang stuck sa past? At para sakin, nag translate siya na "Sino ba nga ba ang mas nag aantay, ako or ikaw?" So many questions ang meron ako sa isip ko, but i just keep it dahil sa mga gawain and di ko na din nacoconfront yun. Di pa rin talaga nawawala yung pagiging ghoster kooo sorryyyy. But for now, may question ako:
"Do i still have the chance to pursue you?"
"Ikaw ba ang pinaaantay ko para sa pag galaw ko?"
Wag mahihiya sabihin ang response mo or yung gusto mong sabihin, within this 4 months, niready ko ang sarili ko sa lahat lahat, just tell me so that i can know it. I'll accept the no response for a no, or tell me so that if ever, i can tell to myself to stop na and i'll move forward.
That's the end of this message i guessss... btw yung password ay "love. wave to earth" Enjoy your day! Wag kakalimutang sumuko kasi sabi daw nila there's sunrise after the long night, at makakaya mo yan i know it at di sa pagprepressure sayo. Take care of your health and best of luck sa college!! I'll pray for you and support you on your career, hope you'll know that. And btw, i created a Spotify playlist about you, here's the link. Again, belated Happy Birthday!!!